WRITING to be FREE
NIGHTMARES

By @kuyaejay

The light falls and the day just turned dark

Am I in a dream.. 

Or Am I in a nightmare.

I’m Running for miles never knowing where to go. Just chasing!!!

These nightmares of our lives can go to the deepness of our soul but..

Where will it take us 

Where will it take me

We chase our dreams. In Hoping!!!

But our nightmares keeps us still….

Just Frozen…

See if you’re not understanding the motion of what is now of our dreams, our hopes in a nightmare. 

Then how can we understand ourselves in reality.

How can we understand the truth to what is fantasy.

But Maybe i’m just daydreaming

And reality has turned into a fantasy

But My nightmares just keep me in my place.

I’m running, jumping, dipping and dodging but still… 

These nightmares be chasing!!

Im just HOPING!!

That one day I can get out of this nightmare, get back to reality

And live the American Dream..

A Wife, and Kids, the career of my choosing

But These nightmares.

They still wont stop 

THey have pushed me to the wall

At Gun Point telling me.

Fall!!

Not on my knees but in a hole 6 feet under

Just silence.

I got my Eyes closed with my arms in the air

Im Just Hoping!!

And Im Thinking Should i just jump? 

Let my dreams win so it can all stop

And I begin falling 

Falling down this hole think I should already be awake

But it’s never ending

As soon as i find to see the light 

I’m opening my eyes, waking up in my room having to 

Start reality over again… The nightmares all over again